Hi there! I’m so happy you are here!
If you want to get unstuck and deepen your connection with yourself to unlock the hidden creative potential of your heart,
I’d love to help you get out of your own way
and create Freedom!
I AM MICHELLE HAMADY, A CREATIVE POSSIBILITIES ALCHEMIST
My Journey
I was stuck – seriously stuck – in all areas of my life! I had a hard time fitting in and allowed fear to cause me to retreat from life, thinking it was safer to hide from the world around me. Because of this, I felt lost and my creative flow was blocked. Although I tried many techniques and no matter how much knowledge I gained, it didn’t unblock my creative side and I began to feel trapped as well.
Like many of you reading this, I was an extremely sensitive child. Everything in life seemed confusing and scary.
As a child, I learned early on to stay out of sight and rely on myself. I loved to draw, paint, and create with clay – but always hid my creations (just as I hid myself!) I spent much time alone, learning to be self-reliant and brave while honing my survival skills. School was another safe place for me. I loved learning -being in control made me feel safe – and learning as much information as I could meant that I could always know the “right answer.” Little did I know that this need to always have the right answer would actually make my life much harder.
My shyness and “good-girl” syndrome unfortunately led to a lot of abuse – and at the age of 14 I shoved what I could into a bag and crawled through my bedroom window into the UNKNOWN.
It was scary to be on my own at such a young age – but also freeing!
I ran away from home and I FOUND myself!
It was a gradual process though…
I found safety with some distant relatives, and I set my goals high.
Because of my strong will to survive, I felt there was nothing that was impossible for me. There was never a time I believed that NO was an option!
I focused on what I desired and achieved it:
– I always dreamed of working in “a huge building with lots of windows” and… got a job at a Fortune 500 company;
– I wanted to be financially secure and my corporate job provided this;
– I wanted to be married to an awesome man and … he came into my life (and we are still married many years later!)
This is when the trouble began – when I finally started to feel SAFE.
I found myself afraid to do some simple tasks in the world – imagine being afraid of even being seen while checking the mailbox? I was unsure how to express my feelings, uncomfortable BEING myself!
You might be able to relate to this – when you are in survival mode, you are a super-woman, but when you are “comfortable” – you suddenly lose your edge? get stuck? get scared?
I tried many things to “fix” myself – perhaps you did too? – went to psychotherapy, took anti-depressants which only numbed myself even more, sought the help of energy healers, searched for any possible health and wellness advisor, took countless self-improvement courses, bought many books that only sat on my shelf unopened and made me feel even more inadequate….
It was time to heal from the INSIDE out.
Somewhere inside my inner fog I felt the tug of INTUITION to enroll into a Transpersonal Psychology Master’s program. This didn’t just satisfy my natural desire and curiosity for knowledge, but it FELT right. And for so many years – even through having a successful career and marriage! – NOTHING felt right!
And so I embarked upon an inner journey that took me deep into myself:
– to gently touch those emotional wounds that needed to be transmuted;
– to rediscover parts of me I hid in an effort to play small;
– to activate the power of my heart and self-love;
– and most importantly, this process reconnected me to my long-lost creative energy and deeply buried self-expression.
I began to realize there is NOTHING WRONG with me.
Maybe you are at this place right now – where on the outside, you LOOK successful in your career and/or marriage/kids, but INSIDE you feel off, you feel “wrong”, you feel “limited”…
– like there is “something wrong with you”;
– like you SHOULD feel great but you don’t,
– should feel happy but you don’t;
– should feel satisfied with your life – but you want MORE!
The TRUTH is this:
You are worthy of love, or dream and goals beyond your imagination, or even amazing magic…
You are worthy of all of it!
Through my own creative awakening, I learned to claim my value;
- learned that my uniqueness is to be shared and celebrated, not hidden;
- learned that I give my life meaning and impact this world by authentically showing up.
Eventually I realized that my inner “door of possibilities” was blocked by MY . OWN . FEAR ! ! !
And to open that inner door I needed to by-pass my conscious mind and crazy self-judging emotions, and go straight into my subconscious reservoir of creative power.
I developed a system to help you do the same because I am so passionate about helping other amazing successful women powerfully show up in their life and make an impact through their authentic expression – make this world a better place for all of us!
Rediscover your preciousness, open to possibilities, and step into the freedom to be you. It’s time for you to shine and I’d love to help you do that!
I am excited to help you to unlock your Inner Potential so you can experience Creative Freedom!
I can help you breakthrough and get unstuck so you can open your heart to possibilities and begin to live the life you have always imagined!
Schedule Your Call with me today!
